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agar aap ek ladki hai ya ek aurat hai to bas kahani suru karne se pahle mai aapse ek sawal puchhna chahunga. shayad thoda ajjeb lage aapko mera ye sawal par kahani padhte padhte aapko ye samajh aa jayega ki mera ye sawal kitna zayaz hai. chaliye in baato ko chhodiye.. mera sawal hai ki" aap ek aurat ke taur par kis ke saath apni puri zindagi bitana chahengi? ek aise pati ke saath jiske saamne aap kapdo me bhi khud ko nanga sa mehsus karti hai ya us aashiq ke saath jiske saamne aap nirwastra hokar bhi khud ko sar se lekar paaon tak dhaka hua hone ki bhaawana aati hai.

shayad aapka jawab hoga ki aap us aashiq ke saath jeena chahengi jo aapke antarman ko aapki bahari khubsuarti ke upar tawajjo deta ho.
mai apne hi hospital ke ICU me ek mareej ke sirhaane baitha uski kahani sun rha tha. us mareej ki daastaa shayad mujhe itni achhi lagi ki maine use kalamband karna jaruri samjha. kahani suru hoti hai mere shehar giridih se. bijli ki ladiyo se saja ek ghar,aur usi ghar me unchi aawaj me bajta sangeet kaano ko behra kiya jaa rha tha. har chehre pe khushi chhai hui thi. bachchhe tinku jiya ke gaane pe jee bhar kar naach rahe the.ghar ki saari aurte dulhe aur dulhan ki baate kiye jaa rhi thi. khushiyo ki imarat me kahi shayad ek chehre ki udaasi dafan thi. wo ek pawan pak ruh thi jo apni aseem udaasi ke baad bhi khushiyo ka lihaaf dale shayad sab ki khushiyo me khush hone ki koshish kar rhi thi. aur karti bhi kya wo. ek gunaah jo kar baithi thi wo. shayad uska gunaah bas itna tha ki ek ladki hone ki bawjud bhi wo pyar kar baithi.shayad use iska bhi haq nhi tha ki wo sapne dekhe. aaj uski shaadi thi. apne chehre pe khushi jhalkana uski majburi thi. ya fir shayad ye isliye jaruri tha ki baaki sablog udaas na ho jaye. kahi uski bidaai se pahle koi aansu na chhalak pade. kahi koi anhoni is shaadi ki khushi ko matam me naa badal de. insab baato ko soch ke hi shayad hi wo sab kuchh bhulne ka dikhawa kar rhi thi.
apne hatho me gehri rachi mehandi ko dekh kar wo bas yahi soch rhi thi ki ye gehra rang us shakhs ke bepanaah pyar ko dikhati hai jo use majdhaar me chhor gya ya fir ye bas itna kehti hai ki uska hone wala pati use itna pyar dega ki wo apne ateet ko kuchh palo me hi bhul jayegi. shayad ghar ke har ek sadasya ke liye waqt badi teji se beeta jaa rha tha par uske liye to maano shayad waqt tham sa gya tha. har sapna har khwab bas tut hi gya tha aur use itni bhi ijajat nhi di gayi thi ki wo un bikhre hue khwab ke tukdo ko samet kar ek nayi jindagi ki ruprekha taiyaar kar sake ya fir bas usse ubarne ki koshish kar sake.
waqt thamta to hai nhi to aaj kaise tham sakta tha. shaam ghiri aur raat bhi aayi. ab waqt tha use kisi aur ka hone jaane ke liye apne wajud apne attet ko bhulkar ek nayi suruat ki jo shayad use kabhi bhi manjur nhi tha.jaise taise shadi ho hi gayi. ab bas bidayi ki rashm baki thi. bas rashm hi to baaki thi asli bidaai to uski tab hi ho chuki thi jab uske gharwalo ne uska rishta ek aise shakhs se kar diya tha jise wo jaanti tak nhi thi.fut fut kar ro rhi thi wo. shayad bidaayi ke bahane wo apne dil me bhara gubaar nikal rahi thi. har wo dard jo uske dil me chhupa tha shayad use wo aansuo se nikaal dena chahti thi taki koi ranj koi gham na reh jaye.bidaayi ki bela bhi tal hi gayi. chhalakte nayno se usne shayad aakhiri baar dekha hoga apne us ghar ko jis ghar ki chhat pe khade hokar wo apne chahne wale ke uski gali se gujarne ka intezaar karti thi.us chaukhat ko bhi usne aakhiri baat dekha usne jispe khade hokar har shaam ko wo apne papa ke rasgulle lekar aane ka intezaar karti thi ya har subah apne bhai ke saath tution jaane ka.bas aakhiri baar wo jee bhar ke dekhna chahti thi taki in yaado ko apni jindagi me piro le. ab bas. shayad ab aur nhi dekh sakti thi wo in sab ko.ya yu keh le dekhna nhi chahti thi. aur dekhe bhi to kyu kar wo us makaan ko jiske bashindo ne use jeetejee marne ke liye kisi gair ke aangan me bhej diya.
jaise taise bahubhaat ki rashm bhi beet hi gayi. ab tak logo ki najro me do ruho ka do aatmao ka milan ho chuka tha aur ab baari thi shayad do jismo ke milne ki aur fir wo is bhautik sansaar ke liye bhi wo dono ek hone wale the. mayush ghabrayi si bechain si wo pahuch hi gayi us sej pe jo shayad usi ke liye sajayi gayi thi.
chup chap bistar pe baithe wo apne pati ka intezaar kar rahi thi. shayad in intezaar ke lamho me wo apne us pyar ko yaad kar rhi thi jo shayad uski jindagi ke sabse haseen lamhe the.in lamho ko wo chahkar bhi nhi bhul sakti thi.shayad usne ye pal bhi usi ke saath bitaane ki sochi hogi. na jaane kya kya sapne dekhe honge usne is pal ko lekar. ab sara khwab bas aankho me hi dafn hokar reh gaye the. usi ki yaado me khoyi thi wo ki sehsa darwaje pe dastak hui.
oye darwaja khol...so gayi kya saali...darwaja khol... sharab ke nashe me jhumte uske pati ne aawaj di..

jee abhi aayi...usne bistar se aahiste aahiste utarte hue kaha..
jaldi aati hai ya.....- itne me darwaja khula aur wo sharab ke nashe me apne mard hone ke gumaan ke saath kamre me aaya..
fir uske pati ne uske gaalo pe ek thappad jadte hue kaha- saali randi.tera yaar aaya tha kya kamre me jo darwaja band kar rakha tha.mere ghar me mujhe hi aane se rokti hai.teri maa ki...

wo bechaari chup chap sab sunti rahi.jin labo pe us ek shakhs ne kabhi udaasi ko apna ghar banane nhi diya tha aaj un labo pe aankhe aansu barsa rahi thi..jin gaalo pe shayad aajtak kisi ne laali ke alwa kuch nhi dekha tha aaj un galo pe kisi ki ungaliyo ke nisaan the. jaa jaakar almire se botal nikal la whishky ki.aur 4 glass bhi lana.

rajeev sagar pawan andar aao aaja aaj teri bhabhi ke hatho ke pag maarte hai...
jaa tu kya dekhti hai saali...jaati hai ya lagau do haath...- nashe me shayad us namard ki mardaangi aur uske dosto ka shahas pure charam par tha.uski namardagi ko sahne ke liye ek bebas laachar si ladki jo mil gayi thi use.
botle khuli pag bhi bane. JIN HATHO SE USNE AAJTAK KISI KO EK CUP CHAI TAK BANAKAR NA PILAYI AAJ UNHI HATHO SE SHARAB KO GLASS ME DALTE HUE WO BAS AANSUO KA GHUT PEEKAR REH GAYI. shayad yahi uski niyati thi. bechari kar bhi kya sakti thi jab khud uske bhai aur pita ne use ek aise aangan ki tulsi banakar bheja tha jaha mardangi ke nashe me chur mard apni hi aaurto ko apne dosto ke saamne be-aabro karte sharminda nhi hote the. sab nashe me chur the. tabhi uske dosto me se ek ne kaha- ABE SAMEER TERI BIWI TO BADI MAAL HAI YAAR. KYA MAST G***D HAI USKI.
si baat ko gaurvanvit hone ka mudda samajhte hue sameer bola- CHHU LE DEKHTA KYA HAI BHABHI HAI TERI TERA BHI HAQ BANTA HAI..
shayad ye sab uske bhai ya uske chahne wale ne suna hota to us sameer ki jabaan tod kar uske hathi me daal deta. par wo akeli aur kar bhi kya sakti thi siway chup chap ye sab sunne ke.
ye pal shayad uski jindagi ke sabse bure pal the. itni jillat to usne kabhi sahi nhi hogi. pine aur pilaane ka daur khatm hua to sameer nashe me chur ho chuka tha.jaate jaate uske saare dosto ne taktaki lagakar jis nigaah se dekha use us nigaah me use haiwaniyat ki boo aa rahi thi to wahi use khud ke ek naamard se byahe jaane pe dukh ho rha tha. na jaane kitna kosha hoga usne apni kismat ko us pal iska andaja shayad ek us jaisi badnasseb aurat hi laga sakti hai. saare dost jaa chuke the ab kamre bas 3 log the. sameer soumya aur sameer ki haiwaniyat.soumya shayad ab bas mar hi jaana chahti hogi. aane wale kuchh pal shayad uski jindagi ke sabse bure pal hone wale the. nashe me chur wo ek ek kar uske saare kapde utarta rha aur wo bina kisi awrodh ke sab sehti rahi.uske liye us paapi ke saamne kapde me rehna aur nirwastra rahne me koi antar hi nhi mehsus ho rha hoga. uske pati ke saamne kisi gair mard ne use kapdo me nanga dekha aur wo chuo chap sunta rha usse aur kya ummeed ki jaa sakti thi.wo chup chap bas yu hi har parde ko utarne deti rahi.thodi hi der me wo nirwastra bistar pe padi thi.bas aansu hi nikal rhe the uski aankho se. par shayad ab waqt aa chuka tha insaaf ka. use rota dekh shayad us namard ki nasheeli mardangi haiwaniyat ka rup leke jaag chuki thi. use rota dekh usne use fir se ek thappad lagaya.

saali kisi aur ka bistar garm karne ka sapna sajaye baithi thi kya jo mere niche aate tujhe rona aa rha hai randi saali.
SHAYAD ABHI USE YE RANDI SHABD BHI SAHI LAG RHA THA APNE LIYE.AAKHIR USNE APNA JISM APNI JAAN APNI RUH SAB USKE NAAM KAR DI THI JO USSE MILO DOOR BAITHA USKE SHADI KE GHAM ME AATH AATH AANSU BAHA RHA HOGA. JAB USNE APNA SAB KUCHH KISI AUR KO DE DIYA THA TO FIR AAJ USE IS GAALI SE BHI APNAPAN LAG RHA HOGA. JAB USKE CHAHNE WALE KE SIWA KISI AUR NE USE HATH LAGAYA THA TO SHAYAD USNE BHI KHUD KO KUCHH YAHI NAAM DIYA HOGA BAS FARK ITNA THA YE SAB SAMAJIK MARYADA TALE HO RHA THA.

SACH SACH BTA SAALI KIS KIS KA BISTAR GARAM KAR CHUKI HAI TU...
wo chup chap sab sunti rahi. ab shayad uska dhairya jawab de chuka tha.uska nischay ab pakka tha.usne apni jindagi ka anjaam tay kar liya tha. apne pyar ke liye wafadar na reh paane ki saja bhi mukamaaml kar li thi usne. uska nischay dridh tha aur uske man me bas ek baat thi ki wo bas usi ki hokar marr jana chahti jise usne man se apna maan liya tha. ab use kisi baat ka darr nhi tha na lok laaj ka aur na hi apne gharwalo ki ijjat ka. wo bas apni badhali pe muskura rhi thi. wo ab bas sada ke liye uski ho jaana chahti thi jise usne apna mana tha.bas usi ke rang me rang jaana chahti thi jiska har rang use bhaya tha.

nashe me chur uska pati ab bahar jaa chuka tha. usne darwaja band kiya. khud par thodi ki kerosene ki tel daali aur aag laga liya khud ko.

ye aag shayad use pavitra karne ke liye tha. har us apraadh se har us khataa ki saja thi jo shayad uski majburi thi.

thodi hi der me baat fail chuki thi aur aag bhi. jaise taise logo ne darwaja toda aur aag bujhayi. wo is kadar jal chuki thi ki use aanan fanan me najdeek ke behtareen aspatl me admitt karaya. aur 1-2 din ke ilaaj ke baad mai uske sirhaane baitha mai uski kahani sun rha tha.
wo ab bhi dard se karah rhi thi. aansuo se bheeg chuki thi meri rumaal par ab bhi aansu ruke nhi the.

tabhi achanak ecg ki machine se beep ki aawaj tej ho gayi. ab shayad uska antim waqt najdeek aa gya tha. wo ab bhi muskura rahi thi.uski yeh muskaan adwitiya thi. nischhal aur nirdwand.
thodi hi der me usne dam tod diya. par uski muskaan uski maut ke baad bhi jeewit thi.
mai chup chap uski bebasi pe afsos jata rha tha aur yahi soch rha tha ki mahashakti bante is desh me aurte ab bhi itni majboor thi.

na to mai uske pyar ko jaanta tha aur na hi uske gharwalo ko. mai bas duty khatm hone ka intezaar karne laga. ye sochte hue ki shayad kisi din fir yahi kahani sunne ko milegi mai reception pe gya aur signout karte hue apne car ki ore badh chala. ye dukhad ant shayad apni aabro ke bachaw ke sangharsh ki kahani bankar mere dil me hamesha rahega.
"KUMAR"